i feel stuck watching history repeating

what is life for?
life must be lived, that's all there is to it.
a good time to live is any time you can.
today is the gift you may wish you had back tomorrow.
so open your arms and take it all in.
this is YOUR moment, this is YOUR time for adventure, risk, and living.
truly, you will never have this opportunity again.
everything is a once in a lifetime experience.


a great quote:
"The tragedy of life is not so much what we suffer, but rather what we miss"
-Thomas Carlyle

im scared of what im missing because of my fear of feeling. or suffering.
but...ugh. which is worse?
missing it?

....yes.