we used to talk about girls who play guitar

tonight i went out and ate some tasty cambodian food for dins.
i cut my lip on some ice. it hurt.

im so cold right now.
the weather today was so bipolar.
like...annoyingly so.
it's spring now (well, officially on the 21st..) and i think the weather should stay the way it has been before today (which has been perfect...)
mostly because now i can wear dresses and shorts and tank tops, and i don't usually need a jacket or tights or leggings or anything.

i had to get a drug test for my new job, and instead of urine, they do hair testing, so they had to cut 80 hairs from the crown of my head...and i can feel where they cut it, and it's really gross, because it feels like a shaved head. and now when it grows back it will look all awkward and stuff...bums.
for totes.
i miss...so much. so many.
i really miss brittani, david, nicole, and rhiannon...well, all the ropers. and lis and providence. <3
and all my napans. <3
and thompson, and little evelyn and big evelyn, and franklin (fire!) and teodo (acid!) and all my other african friends. <3
i want to go back to ghana so bad.
i read this guys blog who is living in ghana, and i was laughing so hard remembering all the things that i grew to love last summer.
im bummed we're not going this year.
thomas is. im jealous.
i should use my free flying and go there.

i was remembering like, junior high yesterday. it was super weird.
and freshman year.
yikes.

i don't know.
i don't really miss it, but i think it was fun.

not as fun as this last year in my life though.
i was also thinking this past week about how much fun i've had in the last year.
like....so much.
like valentines day...
and spring break in napa was just....so amazing. it was so fun.
even with getting my jones bumped, and weird living situations, and dogs running away, and hating feelings, and me and ernie being broken, all the epicness made up for it.
and summer....like visiting david, and everything months, and yosemite...and all the good things that happened.
fall brought hilarious math teachers and great surprises in the surprise room.
and winter...well, christmas night was one not to be forgotten...

im just being nostalgic or something.
but ivanna's goldfish are being cannibalistic and it's fuh-reaking me out.
and we're gonna watch a movie.
goodnight.