self-discovery of some kind

I have been discovering things about myself lately. I want to just make a quick list, which some explanations.
-I hate downtown Santa Cruz. I used to love it when I was younger, and I even liked it last year, but now if I have to go down there, I just dread it, and avoid it until I absolutely have to.
-I like to micromanage things. Not people, really, although I can be really bossy sometimes, but things, and situations...I just like everything to be set right, and for things to be the way they are supposed to be.
-I hate clutter. I feel that when my life is cluttered, whether it be physically or emotionally, I get really depressed and apathetic. In the last week my room went from being a storage facility for a family member back to MY room, I rearranged almost everything, and got a new bed. I feel so refreshed, and happy. I have a more positive outlook on life. It may also be because my best friend got back from being in South America for 5 months, but they happened simultaneously, so I guess there's no way to be sure...
-I'm very very organized. I think this can come back to the micromanagement. I love to make lists, I love everything to be perfect. I'm very detail oriented.


The truth is, I haven't blogged in about 2 weeks, and I needed something to write about, and I have doing a lot of self-analyzing the last week or two, so I figured I could put it to good use.